StephanieBacquetMathews

Category: Sacred Embodied Human Animal

Welcome to the blog series that shares how we as humans have lost our connection to our Sacred Embodied Human Animal, and all the ways it manifests in our lives.

  • Another day, another psychological manipulation.

    I get a few people that say, “I follow you for (fill in the blank) not politics. This is not politics. This is real time psychological manipulation happening to an entire country. Politics is voting, democracy, actually being able to gain justice. What is happening in this country, and what I see has been happening since its inception, is mass hypnosis. And that is not politics or political. I don’t have a side. I want to see the whole thing burn to the ground, so we can remember our magical selves, protect our children, and actually have a planet left to live on. And if you are interested in being a part of that. Thank you. I see you. And I am deeply honored that I get to have such magical, sacred embodied human animals, stand with me. 

    The MAGA crowd has twisted the story again. They’re saying Trump is mentioned so many times in the Epstein files because he was a “whistleblower” against Epstein. That he banned him from Mar-a-Lago. That he’s an FBI informant who helped bring this whole ring down.

    If they actually read anything, anything at all, they’d know this is a lie.

    But here’s the thing: the manipulation isn’t just in what they’re saying. It’s in how the files are being released. This is where it gets sinister, and this is the first time I’ve been able to catch it happening in real time.

    The DOJ is releasing millions of pages all at once. Graphic descriptions of abuse. Photos. Details of torture and exploitation of children. Unredacted in ways that expose survivors while protecting powerful men. Overwhelming. A flood of trauma dumped onto the public with no context, no preparation, no protection for the victims themselves.

    They know exactly what this does to the human brain. When you’re confronted with that level of trauma, that degree of horror, your nervous system can’t process it rationally. You go into reptilian brain. Fight, flight, freeze. You lose all cognitive function. You can’t think critically. You can’t analyze. You can’t connect dots or see patterns.

    You just react.

    And while people are in that state of shock and overwhelm, reeling from the images and details, that’s when the narrative gets planted. Trump as hero. Trump as whistleblower. Trump as FBI informant exposing the evil. Your brain is too flooded with cortisol and adrenaline to question it. You’re just trying to survive what you’re seeing.

    This is purposeful. This is strategic. This is psychological manipulation at scale.

    Let me show you exactly how this narrative is being spun:

    Congress passed the Epstein Files Transparency Act almost unanimously in November 2025. Sounds good, right? Transparency, accountability, justice.

    Except Trump signed it while actively fighting against it behind the scenes. He personally lobbied GOP members at the White House to oppose the bill. Then when it passed anyway, he took credit for the release.

    The DOJ has released over 3.5 million pages. But they’re heavily redacted. Entire pages blacked out. Files mysteriously disappearing from the website, then reappearing. Faulty redaction techniques that reveal hidden content underneath. Lawmakers found six prominent men redacted without any legal justification.

    And what do the actual files show about Trump?

    Trump is mentioned thousands of times. Emails show Epstein wrote that Trump “knew about the girls as he asked Ghislaine to stop.” The FBI compiled a list of sexual assault allegations related to Trump back in August 2025. Flight logs show Trump flew on Epstein’s plane at least eight times. There are photos of Trump with Epstein and Maxwell in Epstein’s home.

    But watch what happens in real time. Watch the narrative spin.

    Mike Johnson, the Speaker of the House, claimed Trump was an “FBI informant” helping to bring down the Epstein ring. Then he walked it back. But the seed was planted.

    Pro-Trump influencers ran with it. Podcaster Brian Lupo claimed Trump was “informing on Epstein and Maxwell.” Podcaster Jon Herold called the files “nothingburgers, if they’re even real.”

    Researcher Mike Rothschild noted the complete flip: “This is very different from the song they were singing for years before that, which is that if we just bring down the Epstein ring, all of the Democrats are going to go down with him.”

    For years, the MAGA movement screamed that the Epstein files would expose all the Democrats. That this was the smoking gun that would prove their conspiracy theories right.

    Now that the files prominently feature Trump? Suddenly the files are a “Democrat hoax.” Trump was actually the hero all along. Anyone asking questions is “doing Democrats’ work.”

    This is textbook psychological warfare. Traumatize people so they can’t think. Control the release. Plant the narrative while their brains are overwhelmed. Then when they start to question, flip the script entirely.

    And here’s what I need everyone to understand: if you’re still picking a side in this, you’re missing the entire point.

    This isn’t Republicans versus Democrats. This isn’t about which party is more corrupt or which elite is worse. They are all complicit. Republicans, Democrats, elites, law enforcement, people in power across every institution. The system itself is designed to protect this.

    The FBI concluded that Epstein wasn’t running a sex trafficking ring for powerful men. Let that sink in. Despite all the evidence, all the victims, all the documents, the FBI’s official conclusion was that this wasn’t happening. That’s not incompetence. That’s protection.

    In Fairfax County, Virginia, a family was actively working to expose and bring down a sex trafficking ring. Law enforcement was so complicit in it that the family had to stop their efforts out of fear for their lives and their children’s lives. They were threatened into silence by the very people who are supposed to protect us.

    This is how the system works. It’s not broken. It’s functioning exactly as designed.

    When you’re arguing about whether Trump or Clinton is worse, you’re playing the game they want you to play. You’re staying in reptilian brain, picking your team, defending your side. Meanwhile, the actual structure that enables all of this, that protects all of them, stays intact.

    And listen to what survivors are saying, because they see it clearly:

    “This latest release is being sold as transparency, but what it actually does is expose survivors. Once again, survivors are having their names exposed, while the men who abused us remain hidden and protected.”

    One woman. Ghislaine Maxwell. In prison.

    Not a single man out of the thousands named, or worse, redacted, has been arrested.

    The whole system has to fall because the whole system is rotten. Not just one party. Not just one administration. All of it.

    I feel like I’m watching a horror film unravel in front of my eyes, pulling my mom, my aunt, my brother down into a space where no amount of actual thinking, evidence, or truth can reach them.

    And I know why. Because they believe a male god has absolute immunity over us as humans. That women are the subject of blame, just like Eve.

    I go back to my childhood actually. And I’m so proud of the child and teenager I was. I can see how I saw all of this back then. How they would call me a know it all, that I was acting as if I knew better.

    And I didn’t know better. I was just embodied. I could see the twisting and contorting that the system made them do. I could see the bullshit that it all was.

    That child could see with innocence and naivety, and it’s beautiful. Children being fully aware without any of the disgustingness of what mankind has become outside of its nature.

    I just have so little faith in humanity right now. People are so easily manipulated and played based on what side they want to win.

    When the whole system needs to be revamped to be created for actual humans, community, care and connection.

    Not for protecting male power at all costs while one woman goes to prison and people’s brains are deliberately traumatized into compliance.

    If you have MAGA family members, know this: they’re not stupid. They’re being psychologically manipulated by people who understand trauma responses. The reptilian brain doesn’t do critical thinking. It just survives. And right now, millions of people are in survival mode, which makes them perfect targets for whoever controls the narrative in that moment.

    I caught it this time. I saw the spin happening in real time. I’m staying embodied enough to think through it.

    I hope sharing this helps you do the same.

    SOURCES:

    Trump’s Opposition to the Bill: https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/justice-department/live-blog/epstein-files-trump-doj-release-live-updates-rcna256639

    Official DOJ Release: https://www.justice.gov/opa/pr/department-justice-publishes-35-million-responsive-pages-compliance-epstein-files https://www.justice.gov/epstein

    What the Files Reveal About Trump: https://www.pbs.org/newshour/nation/the-latest-epstein-files-release-includes-famous-names-and-new-details-about-an-earlier-investigation https://www.cnn.com/politics/live-news/epstein-files-release-doj-01-30-26

    The Narrative Spin: https://www.cnn.com/2025/09/08/politics/johnson-trump-fbi-informant-epsteinhttps://www.esquire.com/news-politics/politics/a66014042/mike-johnson-trump-epstein-fbi-informant/https://www.npr.org/2025/11/15/nx-s1-5608227/epstein-emails-qanon-influencers

    Redaction Issues: https://time.com/7373333/epstein-files-redactions-massie-khanna-trump/

    Law Enforcement Complicity: https://www.vice.com/en/article/fairfax-county-virginia-police-sex-trafficking-cover-up-lawasuit/

    FBI’s Conclusion on Epstein: https://www.thenewsminute.com/news/fbi-concluded-jeffrey-epstein-wasnt-running-a-sex-trafficking-ring-for-powerful-men-files-show https://abcnews.go.com/US/wireStory/fbi-concluded-jeffrey-epstein-wasnt-running-sex-trafficking-129967589

    MAGA Sources (showing the spin): https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2026/02/idiot-rep-ted-lieu-says-trump-is-epstein/ https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2025/03/pam-bondi-gives-update-epstein-files-claims-she/https://www.breitbart.com/tag/jeffrey-epstein/ https://www.fox32chicago.com/news/trump-reveals-why-he-booted-epstein-from-mar-a-lago-persona-non-grata

    Jamie Raskin on Mar-a-Lago Contradiction: https://www.mediaite.com/media/news/raskin-shreds-dojs-baffling-redactions-like-email-contradicting-trumps-claim-he-kicked-epstein-out-of-mar-a-lago/https://www.ibtimes.co.uk/unredacted-epstein-files-say-trump-never-banned-him-mar-lago-even-after-conviction-1777806 https://thehill.com/homenews/house/5730137-raskin-unredacted-epstein-files/https://www.newsweek.com/trumps-epstein-mar-a-lago-statements-contradicted-by-files-raskin-says-11494395

  • Kali Ma.

    They say she started off licking up every drop of blood spilled from defeating demons, then she became intoxicated with bloodlust. Causing her consort, Shiva, to lay at her feet to stop her rampage. Causing her to calm down.

    Kali Ma – the Dark Mother, the destroyer of evil, wearing a garland of skulls. She who dances on the corpses of demons. She who will not stop until every drop of poisoned blood is consumed so that no new demon can rise from it. Her tongue out, wild-eyed, unstoppable.

    She doesn’t calm down because she’s asked nicely. She calms down when the work is done. When evil has been devoured. When her consort remembers to lay at her feet in reverence.

    Yes. So many of us are ready to defeat the demons that are willing and hungry to exploit not just children but women, the vulnerable.

    Rep. Tim Burchett (R-Tennessee) said it plainly when asked about those involved in Epstein’s crimes: “I just find them guilty and hang them publicly.”

    And I agree. It should be all men who look up CSAM. All men who don’t believe in consent. All men found to roofie or drug women to try to get something from them. All men who are in the Discord, Telegram, Facebook, or Twitter platforms that feed off of the exploitation of anyone, regardless of age.

    And just like Kali Ma, I will not stop until every one of them has been spilled. Devouring them, in a rampage of bloodlust. Then when men remember they are to lay at our feet for being the life bringers. Honoring the children as the future. Stopping the hoarding of resources. And to stop following greed, wealth and exploitation as a way of life.

    Then women can “calm down.”

    Not a moment before that though.

    I will rage. I will demand justice, and public hangings sound like a good start. I will speak my truth. I will rally other women who are ready to shift this Earth into a space of home.

    Where women walk without fear. Where our children are placed in the center, not in the outskirts. Where our elders, our vulnerable are placed in the center with the children, to share their stories and their wisdom. For there to be collaboration, peace and joy.

    But that will come.

    I have left behind this system, and all I can hope is that others will too.

    I shared with my husband that if they did do a public hanging, there would be more than 1 million men that would be hung. Who would be guilty of the crimes I just shared. And that is a light estimate.

    What do you do with the women who would protect their exploitive, harmful men at all cost? Do they go too? How many bodies get devoured before we’re clean?

    Here’s what’s interesting: When a male congressman calls for public hangings, it’s political discourse. It gets quoted in news articles. But when women express this same rage, when we channel Kali Ma’s refusal to stop until the demons are defeated, we’re told we’re being hysterical, violent, calling for “widespread violence.”

    Let me be clear: widespread violence is what’s happening to women EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF EVERY SINGLE DAY, BY MEN.

    Every second. Rape. Trafficking. Exploitation. Roofies slipped into drinks. Children abused. Women’s bodies treated as resources to extract from. Our “no” ignored. Our intuition pathologized. Our rage managed.

    A man in Congress can say “hang them publicly” and that’s acceptable political speech.

    But a woman channeling the divine feminine destroyer? That needs to be softened. Redirected. Calmed down.

    No.

    Kali Ma doesn’t calm down because you’re uncomfortable with her bloodlust. She calms down when Shiva remembers his place – at her feet, honoring the life-bringer, the mother, the one who destroys so that new life can emerge.

    I will not calm down. Not while this continues. Not until the foundation falls and we rebuild from sacred embodied knowing instead of predatory hierarchy.

    The demons are being named. The files are being released. The truth is spilling out.

    And I’m here for every drop of it.

  • The Feral Rage is Rising

    By Stephanie Bacquet Mathews

    The Feral Rage is rising.

    Reading that the most powerful men, who burned for control, choose to do so over innocent children. Over and over and over.

    The starting of this country was born, with control over bodies. Bodies of slaves, women, children.

    All for power.

    And my feral, sacred, embodied, human animal, is seething.

    I can feel myself unhinging. Unraveling.

    I am allowing myself to spiral.

    Being a predator to the most innocent, weakest, and most easily manipulated population of society, children, is not worthy of spending a life in prison.

    This is not rehabiltation-able. This is a distortion of reality that allowed them to justify, purchase and laugh about harm.

    We the middle aged women, who are filled with feral rage, are in a position to rise up.

    I will not have these predators, these men, think they can control my body.

    Think they can have my daughter.

    I will not allow their poison to infect another human.

    I see a visual of a mother bear, tearing the throat out of a predator that has come to close to her cubs.

    I will not choose life.

    I will choose my peace, my joy, and my loves.

    While I watch everyone of these predators hanging from a lamp post, or their heads rolled from a guillotine.

    I choose my feral human animal rage.

    I choose to end the era of men as predators.

    I will rise up against this brutality.

    As a crone, this is why we have been silenced.

    I will not be silenced.

    I will find my feral raging sisters, and we will defeat this plague of humans that have preyed for too long on our innocent.

    We are many. They are few. Yet, they have used their manipulation and control to pit us against each other.

    When the women rage, we will not be contained.

    My feral rage, has spilled over my cup.

    I can not put it back into place. It overflows, and will not be contained.

    My feral rage, is not scary, it is justified.

    My feral rage, will not be used against the innocent, it will be used to protect what needed to be held in the center, surrounded by all, this whole time.

    How did we allow the children to pulled to the outskirts, to be hidden in the shadows, buried in bureaucracy, and eaten alive?

    How did we allow these men, who are never satiated, to gain this much control, power and money, just to have them spit in our faces, lies, and show that it is never enough?

    It will never be enough for them, they hunger for more, so much more.

    And my feral rage, begins to lap at their hunger. I will devour them.

    I will allow my cup to spillith over.

    I will not stop this onslaught.

    I will not stop, until I am no longer prey. Until my children are no longer prey. Until the innocent are no longer prey.

    I will not stop until the predators are all hanging.

    Where are my feral raging sisters?